Thursday, June 24, 2004 / Thursday, June 24, 2004
Netball camp juz ended today...kinda fun hanging out with my team players...kept on toking and crapping around...though its a netball camp...but we din realli participated in those games...not bcuz those games were boring...but its that we arent realli happy with those organizing the camp...haiz...tout the seniors were there to be intructors...ended up being normal members...first time encounter this kinda thing...well...we stayed in a class...some did their hw...not me of cuz...and the others listening to songs...chatting away...then came ms chua...and kinda giv us a lecture that we didnt join in the rest...its hard to explain...so no one did...but kept in silence...for wad we sae might offend her...haiz...
The night was fun...though we went to mop and scrub the hall after the flour fight...kinda disappointed in the juniors though...thought they would volunteer to clean up but everyone end up sittin on the stairs and watching us seniors clean...worst thing is they think that all these shld be our job...haiz...anyway it was fun to walk in bare foots ard the sch, hunting for cloths to wipe the floor...haha...and we went thru dark passengeway...with everyone trying to scare themselves for nothin...including me of cuz...well...we 'stole' stall one cloth...that they hung on those window grills...thw white cloth became grey...after he clean up...haha...though we feel guilty...but wads done is done...
okie...believe in fortune telling? haha..no harm giving it a try...a junior helped me in that...haiz...quite bad though...but doesnt seem to hav any impact on mi anymore...perhaps the heart has becum numb already....
Wanted to have some star gazing session...but too bad there wasnt a single star in the sky...such a disappointment...hence we hav to walk back frm the bb court back to the hall...haiz...camp breaks at 8am...which is a funny thing to mi...thought it will oni end in the afternoon...haha...so went hme to slp after that...
Today's my bdae...but dun realli hav the mood to celebrate...its the first time i felt this wae..in the past...i always enjoyed this occasion of mine...haiz...received many calls..msgs...greetings...realli touched to know that those silly friends of mine waited till twelve and rmb to send me greetings...touched by wad some of them says...nearly cant controlled my tears...and how i wish they were right beside me...felt like givin them a hug...well...aprt frm that..i waited and waited...until now...didnt want to slp...however...despite all these hrs...juz didnt get to receive a greeting frm him...well...its ok though...didnt expected to...but duno y juz couldnt bring myself to slp...
Tml eating out with friends at marina bay in the evening...hopefully i can bring myself to smile and stay cheerful...haiz...
